Saturday, September 23, 2006

Trying my heart.....

This week was a tough week with a couple of incidents on the site....

I feel as if I have a broken wing.....but I have decided that my spirit will NOT be broken....and I found a new fire within to push on! Anyway.....

The song playing in my head today is by Santus Real. It is called "I'm Not Alright"....it is a song that describes me from within....where my life has been....what my heart is feeling....and the healing I am finally going through! Here are the words....


"If weakness is a wound that no one wants to speak of
Then "cool" is just how far we have to fall
I am not immune, I only want to be loved
But I feel safe behind the firewall
Can I lose my need impress?
If you want the truth I need to confess
[Chorus:]I'm not alright, I'm broken inside
And all I go through, it leads me to you
Burn away the pride
Bring me to my weakness
Until everything I hide behind is gone
And when I'm open wide with nothing left to cling to
Only you are there to lead me on.
Honestly, I'm not that strong.
[Chorus:]I'm not alright... that's why I need you."

I just wanted to thank everyone who supports the work of Digital Scrapbook Designers....the time, effort, inspiration and energy is sooooo consuming....more than most know....and I thank you and everyone of them that contribute to our community! We are truly blessed!

Have a DIVINE Weekend!

6 comments:

Hilmarose said...

What a beautiful post and beautiful song.... so sad I think it reminds me of many of us at this point... Thank God we have somewhere we can go.... to his open arms.

RiordM said...

Okay, now that I've wiped the tears away, what a very powerful song and the lyrics are so touching! You are such an inspiration to so many...I hope that you keep the great work going at DD as it is such a salvation to me. I know it sounds weird (now, I'm not a stalker) but there are many, including me...that NEED YOU! Truly ~ melrio

Vivarant said...

Things will surely get better. When you give so much of yourself it's inevitable you will sometimes feel taken. But there is always someone to give back. Keep your chin up.

BTW...You've been tagged. Visit my blog to find out what to do next.

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Vivarant said...

Things will surely get better. When you give so much of yourself it's inevitable you will sometimes feel taken. But there is always someone to give back. Keep your chin up.

BTW...You've been tagged. Visit my blog to find out what to do next.

www.eye-on-design.com/blog

Lisa said...

Royanna, I don't know what has happened but it breaks my heart to have you, who is such a loving giving person (you give and give and give!!!) to be hurt. I can sincerely say how sorry I am and say that you do so much good that no one can take away!

SaraAmarie said...

Hi! Thank-you so very much for your comment on my blog. It truly brightened my day! I guess everything just hit me at once then it all multiplied each other! Again, thanks a bunch for taking time to to leave a little love, you are a designer that I have looked up to and have been inspired by so the comments were special!

Hugs!
SaraAmarie

I tried to email but it came back as undeliverable. :)